Monday, November 21, 2016

who am i not writing for?

when i am not writing, i am also not writing letters to my grandma
writing through the
cobwebs of
dementia
writing to remind her
who am i?
who is she?
what words are.
what writing is.

i want to remember what i am not writing in my journal
to myself
in a "safe space"
where my narrative can be externalized without judgment
prejudice
without academic posturing
writing
stream of consciousness
conscious of my flaws
grammatical errors
syntax
diction
conscious of
not giving a fuck.
fucking — when i am not writing
when i am not writing my assignment for class
i am reading, i am reading and typing for other classes
the classes that matter
matter to who?
who am i writing for?
i am not writing for me.
who am i not writing for?

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